将会被遗忘的秘密

有个秘密
无意间被一个人发现了

重来没想过会有人知道
是我的表情
还是我的行为
出卖了我

但是
那个秘密
将会是永远埋在心里最深的地方

不想去挖掘
或许
我会慢慢的忘记
那会是更好毁灭这秘密的方法

就让它随风而去～～～

T-junction

Standing at a directionless T-junction
no matter turn left or right
is such a big decision for me

Continue study
or step out to reality
time never stop while you making your decision

tick tot tick tot
the time past like an open tap
After half year
of being a waitress
Changing from time of full with lab work
till full with schedule of work

Now
I'm Back
Although lot of precious memory in Adelaide
but
one day I have to let go
everything start from beginning

I wish everything back to path
and get a stable life style

searching for the next pathway of my life~~~

Evil March

I wondering why
bad thing always happened on March
since the day I graduated from high school

I always had bad time, emotion and health
on MARCH
is this a curses ???

As I mention before
I hate the world when I don't feel belonging
insecure feeling making me mad

when a brunch of friend staying to close for some time
then the sudden distance
make me feel empty
that's why I have those feeling
last time I able to stand the loneliness
but I don't think I able to withstand it

I think I should persuade myself to stay stronger
no one able to stand or stay by my side for forever
even best friend will have their own life

Believe in yourself ,
You able to get through every tiny obstacle that block you
from being a better person
Never give up
there surely someone that support you silently........

Am I doing the right thing??

I start to wonder
am I doing the right thing

I decide not to back hometown
and staying in Adelaide
for
"unimportant stuff
or something unrelated to my future"

Family member may said I should doing something
more precious
but
I am Happy with my life now
free and easy yet relax

Although
is a bit tired after whole day of standing
but
I get something that make me happier
from it

Is another feeling of successful
although is nothing related
but I experience something others
that might not get from the official work

I getting more in love to Adelaide
how am I gonna leave this lovely city
and also the beloved friends over here.....
they accompany the every lonely time of mine
the happiest in working on every stuff

我终于毕业了

虽然还没到正式的毕业典礼
但
我真的顺利毕业了

读了这么多年的
就这样一眨眼的毕业了

原本有点期待的毕业典礼
现在也有点失去意义了
付出给予我一切的
不能出席
有点失望
说要出席的却是不是自愿的
是因为某些事的说要来的

但愿只是我一时的邪念，
切记他们都是爱我和我爱的那一群人

发霉了～～

还就没上来了

不是不要

而是没时间

连睡觉的时间都剥夺了

何况是写部落

可是我现在也不应该在这里

但却有东西纠结

哎～～

考完试要一一解决了

考完了一张，

还有一张，

这将会是最后一张了～～

我是否因该好好享受最后为了考试读书的感觉

感觉好像考完试

就要面对一大堆难以解决的问题

路即将走到尽头

是时候选下一段要走的路

没有重选的机会

一切只有一次

决定权在自己手上

不管对或错

选了就是选了

自己负责

是时候面对现实啦！

那是被约束的自由吗？

虽然决定权在自己的的身上
但外来的因素
一句话
一个劝告
就能动摇一个人的想法

这决定有点难选择
这当中牵扯太多大大小小的人物
虽然对他们来说
可能没什么影响
但就可能决定了以后要走的路

不懂得怎么选
因为怕自己选错了
服从他人的建议
却不是自己很想要的

未来的路
是我的
我有责任决定
但
却好像没人和我站在同一线上
我犹豫了
毕业变成很恐怖
跨过了
可能是天堂
或地狱
有没有人可以告诉我

飞机虽然象征自由
但不能随意的飞
还是有被操丛的