emo+ing....:(

this kind of feeling had been left me
quite some time d
why suddenly it back to me
it just like after drinking of white coffee
make me feel so upset and...

my mind tonight is so complicated
thinking of this and that
it let me forgot the smile and laugh
it bring be lot of emotion and sad feeling

I'm sick of thinking
I'm sick of missing
I'm sick of dreaming
I'm sick of waiting

It made me feel tired

not in the mood to prepare test 2
and I wanna to go home
missing everyone in my mind now

one more week to go to back penang~~

相信与信任

这两种
有什么分别呢
我还是分不出
就像我部落的标题
Believe in yourself
相信自己

但我能吗？
我常常因为
不敢及害怕
而忧郁自己所想的
和想做的

不只是这样
有时明明很想信任一个人
却怕
因为相信而又怕
伤了自己

这次我因该相信吗？

乱~~还很欠揍

心很乱
脑也很乱

我总是变来变去
心定不下来
读书会分心
时这样
时那样

是我太兴奋
要回家
还是
太久没旅行了
机会来了
心定不下来

睡觉时间不睡觉
上课时间
却眼睡
是不是很欠打

对我来说
这人不正常
.......

*smile*

stop it...

Can u just stop sleepping?
I hate you from being like this
can you does other thing except sleep?
revision or some other else
should be better than sleep

let your life be normal a bit
please
your day and your night
is totally upside down
skip class
late for class
not paying attention
is happened more often


I will hate you
if you still continue like this
Back to normal life please
at least
no skip class
not very late for class
where your motivation?

Wishing you all the best


just from Mattongtong

祸从口出

口
真的是身上最恐怖的器官
好也是它
坏的也是它

泻肚子
也是它
肚子吃太饱
也是它
说错话
也是它

最近
我好像
......

I'm sorry if i did....

这样正常吗？

走路都会撞柱子
过马路没看车
看戏每心再看
有看=白看
看东西会看错
听东西也有问题
累了想睡
却睡不着
不对的时间
却想睡

这一切
好像变得越来越
不正常

荔雯呀荔雯
回来呀回来

tired~~

I dunno why
I just feel
very very
and extremely tired
I did not does anything
this few days
just feel tired

again....

shopping again
last saturday
went shopping with Arsene to 1-Utama
we two are crazy shopper
about a week
three of us had been spent about RM1500++

1stly
thanks Arsene's cousin sister for fetching us
2ndly
thanks Arsene to give me a shopping trip

shopping means buying
I bought a perfume that day
which have the pamelo smell at the beginning
then a nice smell after it oxidise


any comment on this photo?

maybe it can consider as exercise

this few NIGHTS
i was exercise
with a friend
until middle in the night or even till morning
we just walk around the hostel area
round and round a few times
hehe

Am I very quite most of the time?
(any opinion? friends)
I just dunno what to say...
or just i'm shy
or...
I also don't know

The environment was too quite because of me
I'm so sorry
I will try to talk something
Just like from Lynn's quote
' be natural'

a lesson for me~~

it was Tuesday night
quite free recently
start to launch around in the Internet
search something

it really made me down
i will not mention what it is
i will not like you that
can comment a person through public

when there is a connection
it is between two or more person
single opinion
will not works sometime
don't ever done the childish stuff
by judge and write about other
from opinion of a side

from what you had did
I know what knid of person you are
I should listen what the other said
from the beginning
then all of this will never happen
it the end
maybe i should thanks you
that comment me until 'this'
and please
don't simply comment about other friend
every one of us have freedom to choose their friend

thanks to Cathleen, Arsene and Ai-Lynn
three of you
really help me a lot
trying hard to make me comfortable
maybe i will still emoing till today
if three of you not here

last sunday night and last monday

Me and chin wee was so full
after our dinner
then we perfer to walk around to digest it
because if went back to room
we also had nothing to do
and continue watching movie
we walk around the hostel as usual once
still very full
we just walk past the study room
and sit on the benches there
chatting

suddenly a blackie comes
omg
wanna faint
he told us about himself
and say that he treat us as 'younger sisters'
wth...
haiz
hope this won't happen again

it was a different monday
because it can be say that it was a shopping day
me, chin wee and Arsene
three of us crazy for shopping
we spent about 600 that day
buying clothes
and something...
hehe
during the fitting room section
we enter a fitting room
and start taking photo
till the second we heard someone outside say that
'kenapa begitu lama di dalam?'
haha
three girls crazy in capturing photo
sure time consuming


it was a expensive monday
but having fun hang out with friend

shopping trip

it was 3rd day of April
me and chin wee
plan our explore trip again
this time is to 1-utama
recommended by Arsene

both of us actually plan on 9.30am
because of sleep late the night before
we postpond to 10am

the way to our destination is
顺顺利利
Bus to KTM station
KTM to KL sentral
then

LRT ticket


KL sentral to Kelana Jaya by LRT

station Kelana Jaya
after that
Free shuttle bus to IKANO MALL
whole journey takes 2hours

we are getting more excited when reaching there
we went Royale Bintang Hotel to search for
chin wee cousin sister
then go have lunch at

is all about Indonesian food
nice
dun judge it through it appearance
the food will make you change your mind about the shop

After 2pm
is SHOPPING TIME
we start from Ikano Mall
since we need to wait for Chin Wee cousin sister
1st destination

IKEA furniture store
which is my favourite furniture store
spent about RM 230++ there
buying a table lamp for RM 135++
mug, bowl, pillow, chair cushion,and...

3.30pm
our destination move to 1-Utama
the mall is huge
bigger than mid-valley
I love there
both of us plan to stay over
when reaching there

we had been shopping
without food, drinks and toilet
is amazing
shopping make girl feel full
I brought another high heel again
but a nice and beautiful 1

3rd April is a short day for me
the time move fast
we are so tired that day
but our heart is happy
although regret of didn't buy some of the item
I LOVE MY LIFE NOW

can my heart just follow what my mouth say?

我表面开起来
嬉皮笑脸的
但心情
就是那的反义词

嘴里一直说
不要管他
我不在意
不要去想
但
心情却很糟
很在意

很讨厌自己这样
昨晚
我哭了
忍了一个多星期
终于
哭了
累了

明天会更好吗？
为设么要为别人口中说的话
感到在意，或伤心么？
我知道自己做设么
做得对
就好了
为何呢？

麦当当
加油
做你自己
觉得应该做的
或你觉得对的
或许别人觉得这样很自私
只要自己开心就好

加油
麦当当万岁
坚强点
快乐点
改掉哭的习惯

Post review on F' nite

today
morning GNS class cancel again

went post review on 12noon
which is a meeting i don't hope to attend
actually anything about F'nite
I also don't hope to attend

This was conduct by Miss Jaya
CFPI GNS leacture

the meeting i think purposely to cuci
CFESI
although she keep saying
I not differentiating between two class
but she is doing at the monent

We know we had no big contribution
about the night or the night before
at least you acknowledge us
if you need help at that time
at least we can find a way to help or something else
you all did not say anything
and now you blame us didn't help
I know our group had postpond a lot of thing
suspose to did earlier
you all still can told us
if we really can't
maybe both of the group
will share to do it

Me as a stage set people
I don't know anything at all
I don't know you all need us to decorated the stage
or something else
now you say we did not help
how I know you need help if you keep quite?

Among the classmate
Shaun, our project manangement team head
the most 'tong qing' one
he had to take up all the stress
and the bad word from the other

Why helding such post review?
this had been past
all the feedback = 0
such meeting just
hurt people feeling and break relationship

I know your group had done a excellent job
but at least you respect us
even we did wrong
the meeting is only hurt us....

Is all about F

what do will thing with the F word?
the F*** word right?

but the night really causes a lot
f***ing thing

anyway
is over
all the hard works get respond
although i din contribute much on it

the drama is complicated
hope all the audience understand it
and have fun with it
Sorry to Miss Ebbey
about the girls dance
we cancel it at the last minute
because of some thing happened

cheer up CFESI classmate
glad to know you all