To my dearest one....

Happy Birthday
to
my dearest Ai-Lynn

Wish you have a hapi and a wonderful birthday
all the best
and
be the special one
muacks
haha

I'm sorry that I can't celebrate with you
on the day
and I update this post late

But I COMING BACK
wait me ya....

I need a magician!!

I need when I was sad
I need when I was happy
I need when I was bored
I need when I was busy
I need when I was angry
I need when I ......

Magician maybe will halp me
although is not physically
but is mentally support me
I need support now to move on
I need to make my life more colourful
I need for me to leave the bad memory deep into heart
I need for me to forgot something

IS the MAGICIAN will help me?
where you go magician...
Is my magician really appear / survive in this world

Anyone can support me now?

24hours more to *someone* birthday~~~

Last week of Foundation

This is last week
of foundation
times flies
thanks for all the coursemate
I had a pleasant days with you guys
see you all on next semester

The last week of classes
can be said as presentation week
everyday with formal
and prepared slide
although is tired
but i enjoy the time

math class

ENL and GNS class


Me and mingyi
before the 1st presentation


Having a week of study break
is the most sufuring days
All the best
and best of lucks
to all the INTIan in foundation

你去了哪里？

近几天
都感觉
心很空
好像被人挖走似的

没感觉到心跳
没有心情
就算有
也是
上上下下

where my heart go?
why i feeling it empty?

Someone birthday is coming soon!!!
9 days to go!!

Got to go to prepare my presentation d...
update soon~~
gambateh~~
wishing me
no nervous
no shaking
no 结结巴巴
god bless me pls....

为设么会有这样的时候？

你，有没有这样的时候？莫名地心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静地发呆，怀念着逝去的人和事。
你，有没有这样的时候？突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷得发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。
你，有没有这样的时候？发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。
你，有没有这样的时候？突然感觉自己与世界格格不入，你曾经一直坚持的东西一夜之间面目全非。
你，有没有这样的时候？突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。
你，有没有这样的时候？别人突然对你说：我觉得你变了。然后，自己开始百感交集。
你，有没有这样的时候？突然希望时间为你停下来，就这样一直和喜欢的人地老天荒。
你，有没有这样的时候？在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。
你，有没有这样的时候？突然很想哭，却难过得哭不出来。
你，有没有这样的时候？夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。
你，有没有这样的时候？走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。
你，有没有这样的时候？明明自己心里有很多话想要说，却不知道怎样表达。
你，有没有这样的时候？心中有一股无名的火，很想找个人发泄，很想大声喊出来。
你，有没有这样的时候？觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。
你，有没有这样的时候？明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。
你，有没有这样的时候？很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次。
你，有没有这样的时候？自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。
你，有没有这样的时候？常常找不到事情做，无聊得无所适从。
你，有没有这样的时候？突然找不到自己，把自己弄丢了。
你，有没有这样的时候？心里突然冒出一种“厌倦”的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。
你，有没有这样的时候？看不到自己未来的样子，面对未来，迷茫得不知所措。
你，有没有这样的时候？发现自己一夜之间长大了。
你，有没有这样的时候？听到一首老歌，就突然想起了一个人。
你，有没有这样的时候？希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。
你，有没有这样的时候？别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷得发慌。
你，有没有这样的时候？常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。
你，有没有这样的时候？渴望一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱，很想去做一些疯狂的事。
你，有没有这样的时候？渴望被人理解，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。
你，有没有这样的时候？看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。
……

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Having CSC test 2 today
basically i finish study all the chapter
but
i study with the drama on...
and thinking of something else

During exam,
all the stuff I study
gone
forgor
mixed up
What I wrote
I have no confident at all

I like and love the feeling that after math test 2
hapi and relax
although i sad because of Arsene leaving
but now
I dunno weather I can pass the paper or not
although it just a test 2

How useless I'm?
I learn a lesson
dun ever study with watching drama
beside math
I will flight for 'U' until the final

God bless me to pass the CSC test 2 pls....
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After ENL class,
Leon ask me, mingyi and shan wei
to join him and the other
for a event
and attend the meeting for tonight

If we involve,
we have to give up our holiday
and stay at Inti
planing, give idea
decorate board and .....

But we give up the chances
not that I want my holiday
just because
I DUNWAN THE THING THAT HAPPEN ON F'NITE HAPPEN AGAIN
and
Shan wei hope to stay at home rather than staying here

Sorry Leon
Just call us up if you need our helps
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My thinking habits back again
this kinds of feeling
occurs almost during near my exam
because of too stress
or too free

thinking thinking thinkng
thinking a lot

feel that I want to cry out all my feeling now
but I can't
the feeling inside my heart
or the thought in my brain
will brust oneday

when is the day?
coming soon?

my feeling now

I have wierd feeling now

sometime feel hapi
sometime feel sad
sometime feel like heart broken
sometime feel like dissappointed to myself
and
.....

I also dunno which is the one I realy feel now
its complicated...

hope it recover soon

my new life with my new roommate

After my holiday from my hometown
my life will be change
life with no Arsene
and temporary without Chin Wei

I realise I got a new roommate
when I reach in front of my room's door
no more single room
no more enjoying time alone in room

i feel stress with the new mates
she like clean
and all her thing is arrange tidy
another thing is
she wake up very early
i was a light sleeper
a tiny sound will wake me up
this will make me crazy
i must get use with it

next is
she have loud 鼻鼾声
and 磨牙
during sleeping time
this almost frighten me
everyday in the middle of night

Gods bless me to sleep well please!
without awake with disturbing sound

Missing someone(s) now....

my life change because of her

Arsene
one of my best friend in Inti
but she is left Inti
and going to MMU

with her
my life is full of fun
I did some of my 1st time with her
dancing
singing
did something ordinary(in my opinion)
and although a lot of stress from assignment
but I enjoy it

last week
we are so down of her leaving
but the thing we can do is
enjoy the last moment we be together in Inti

since we are free
me and she went to
MMU
to look about the environment
wishing her all the best in her furture studies

we will always miss you

I went back to Penang
asual
it just like a food trip

when at INTI, I miss home and friend in Penang
when at home, I miss all about Inti

I missing both currently.....
I will always miss you guys

The week before last week

me, arsene, lingga Sufi and also Lingga's friend
went smo'ke
actually just simply say to go
Arsene say is to celebrate her phone lost for a month

I think I din drink for long time d
a bottle already feel dizzy
somemore continue it
although I know what i doing
but still feel dizzy

IF arsene there
everyone going sure must dance
she pull one by one
and lastly all dance together

All together 6 people with Bright
we was enjoy the night
but something happen during that night
haiz
I hate the local indian at that night
and the malay

I will never go to Smo'ke from that day!!