I need a magician!!

I need when I was sad
I need when I was happy
I need when I was bored
I need when I was busy
I need when I was angry
I need when I ......

Magician maybe will halp me
although is not physically
but is mentally support me
I need support now to move on
I need to make my life more colourful
I need for me to leave the bad memory deep into heart
I need for me to forgot something

IS the MAGICIAN will help me?
where you go magician...
Is my magician really appear / survive in this world

Anyone can support me now?

24hours more to *someone* birthday~~~