REASON behind

Many people thought that
I love drinking alcohol
or they categorise me as alcoholic

but no one know the reason behind
or some might think this is my excuses

I love the feeling of getting high
but not too over
sometime I feel that when I get a little bit high
then only can see truly myself

one might lost their own indentity in life
lost the sincere side of their own

welcome back or find back the truly of yourself
once in awhile
might be a good way to
discover what you think

Life is too tired
to be every character that you should be
such as
be a student
be a daughter
be a citizen

one might carry a lot of character
soon after long time
we might lost our own character
what or which character should we be??

恐怖的世界

这世界还有坦诚的人吗？

我们生活表面的
看来完美
内心却烂透了
表面嘻嘻哈哈
背后可能被捅
也没人知道

人的真真假假
也许 我们控制不了
只能远离吧！

虽然
人常说
“人生如戏，戏如人生”
但
每天都在演戏
隐藏原来的自己
不累吗？？？？
或者他们想换来什么～
我真的不了解

算了
我不管了！！
做好我自己就好
别人要怎样
就怎样吧！
做回原来得自己～

偶尔一模
又傻言傻语了

Precious friends~~~

I thought that I am strong

and now i realise I'm not

there surely some people walking in and out in life

The thing that I hate the most is to say Bye

the feeling is just like heart broken when coming to that time

no matter how long we get to have fun together 

from the day we meet

we are friends

no matter we will meet again or not

thanks for being little part of my life

You may think that 

I treat friend too important in my life

Yes , I agree 

Friends are important to me

she graduated

a happy course mate

always helpful

and also my dessert mate

He just come for student exchange

open minded 

positive thinker 

yet Humour 

Thought this breaks 

met a new brunch of friends 

most of them are from INTI

i never met them on the street

 because of them New Zeland trips was awesome

Is worth although I spent quite big amount of money

Lastly 

I would like special thanks to both of this handsome and pretty

travel and bring me around Sydney

crazy with me 

drink with me

play with me

did something unusual with me

kind of memorable

make me feel warm though I not at somewhere familiar

Is always easy to say Hi
but
hard to say Bye
hope to see you guys and gals in future
all the best and take care

What a unique Birthday

I have a silent birthday this year

this might be the most memorable birthday of the year

I lost my voice on my birthday 

Not even a single sound

what ever wanna to say is hard to speak out

the feeling is kind of complicated

Unfortunate stuff happens on days before my birthday
people around me looks unhappy
make me feel helpless
Dont know how to react
other than putting a smile on my face

What a complicated July
hopefully everyone life get back to normal soon
life move on
as I always say

I always here to mentally support you guys and gals
although I not in counseling
but I am a good listener

At last
thanks for all the wishes from friends
thanks for still remember it
although is just a normal day

All the july Babies
First day meeting them
nice to meet yous

Day in Museum

只能说
我是个胆小鬼
只是逛博物院
却好像
博物院惊魂记

我承认
我怕黑啦
在灯光暗一点的地方
我就浑身不自在

这里的博物院
不是很大耶
我比较喜欢之前
在加拿大那个
（那个比较亮）哈哈

可是还有可看的东西
每个国家有它自己的特色嘛～～～

到底有几对翅膀

收到剩下骨？？

好帅的鸟

带着枪的海底警察？

他好像要出来

是我小看了它～～～～

我现在真的患上了
考试恐惧症

一直以来
大家都说
“在外国读书很轻松的啦！
随便读读，就能过关斩将！”
其实事实不是如此

那种恐怖
真的不是言语可以解说的
那压力
是有史以来最最最严重的
那期间
真的让你觉得
吃东西都是浪费时间

心理生理
都大大的影响了
嚎啕大哭
已经不是奇怪的事
手脚发抖
也只能硬着头
撑下去
自言自语
自己鼓励自己
还蛮可笑的
睡觉也是自己安慰自己
以为那是休息
但只是闭上眼睛
脑还是在不停的转

无意间
酒变成了
我的 energy drinks
喝了比较精神
变酒鬼了～～～

虽然过了
还是很紧张
没有很开心的感觉

虽然已经过去，
回想它也一事无补
还是不断的在想

只能说这是第一次，
但是这不该是借口，
是我小看它
没有彻彻底底的了解每一个重点

已经选好的路

要怎么走

自己决定

Amazing of FOOD

In this study break,

I just reliaze that eat 

Your own favorite food is so so so important

所谓人民以食为天

Every student need food also 

Other than study lunch and dinner time

Is the most happy time 

Kinda relax after ate 

Whatever pop up in my mind during studies

Korean style BBQ pork with kimchi

Black 糯米

Chicken rice 

Cream mushroom pasta

Fillet with cheese and nuggets

Yogurt with strawberry and almond

Sound like I having a food week than study week 

But food do cheer me up ....

although I have no chance to eat bak chang for this dumpling festival