LOST

I find out that
the original of me is LOST

I dun understand what fucking thing I doing recently
even the way
I talk to the other
is somehow
hurt people in silent
why?
How it become like this?

I'm super fucking hate myself currently
when will my original personality back to me?
or it is just a step for me
to face the outside world?

I seriously need someone that
can sit down and told me
What kind of people I am
and how they think about me?


I seriously LOST in my world