I hope it worth

I thinking of give up

I think this is not the way I want
although I hope i have no financial problem
but
this is not suitable for me

how would I do?
It make me stress up
I feel like wanna cry
I'm in hopeless
helpless
and
lost

I don't like people force me to do something
I just dun like
without reason
can have one more times to choose again

I think this is the most regret thing that I had done on 2010
that bring me a huge unsolvable problem now

God bless me....